A quick synopsis: I was hit by a car walking through a parking lot, the rear window was broken, so police were called, when they arrived, they arrested me, and they denied me medical attention. I was charged, but officers didn't take my statement, so I wrote my own statement and had it notarized. I gave that statement and my medical records to the district attorneys office and I agreed to go to trial without a lawyer. I had trail and was found guilty, I was order to pay for the damaged window. judge Hadley said i was owed a copy of the receipt, so I was ordered to return weeks later and the ada provided a document and stated that this driver paid for this window out of her own pocket, but I was not allowed to have a copy.
Then I would learn that this driver did not have car insurance, I would try to report it to multiple lawyers, Springfield's citizen police complaint department, the probation department, the district attorney's office, the mayor's office, the Springfield Police Department, the ACLU, the Department of Justice, the attorney general's office, the Massachusetts state police, the department of industrial accidents, insurance companies, the FBI and even our local news stations. Not one group could offer me any help or an explanation as to why these types of things were being allowed to continue.
Next I would learn that this window was never paid for, that the receipt ada Johnston handed in was a forgery and learned my statement had been altered and someone electronically forged my signature, so I reported this to the district attorneys office, Jon Gay in the clerks office, Springfield's citizen police complaint department, The mayor's office, the Massachusetts State Police the attorney general's office, the governor's office the ACLU again.
Then I receive court papers stating that I am to appear in court over a forgery charge, I mistakenly thought that this was about discovering that my statement had been altered and electronically forged and that window receipt was fake. My first court appointed attorney Nolan thought my case was amazing, until he noticed who was involved. then I was provided attorney Elaine Pourinski, Soon after this my mental health declined, attorney Pourinski was well aware of everything going on at the time and took advantage of this fact that I tried to commit suicide multiple times. It's pretty obvious now that she was behind that older gentleman placing a gun to my forehead and taking files from me in the hallway to her office right before our last meeting before I was supposed to have trial. She coerced me into pleading guilty, she Knew that I was an emotional train wreck and then I was worried about the safety and well being of my family and friends. She even used her own safety and the fact that she was about to have knee surgery as an excuse to not get police involved, so that none of these violent individuals searched her out and hurt her or her family.
I did plead guilty in February of 2016 but I did not say what every one had demanded of me, So I haven't been able to acquire a copy of the audio from that hearing.
I met LK in the summer of 2010, in my defense I took her in a 4 mile walk on the East Longmeadow rail trail and warned her I wasn’t looking for a relationship, I wanted her about my strange health issues and that I didn’t feel comfortable, but she was a medical assistant and said she could help me. Got got closer and not long after we got married October 8, 2011. I started medical assisting school at. Branford hall December 2012???
, it was one of those waste of time certificates classes that don’t count as college credits, but leave you in a ton of debt with few job prospects I was close to finished with school when I was hit by that uninsured car, it ruined my perfect attendance, then it ruined my marriage. Being sick and super stressed was a terrible experience and I took it out on my wife at times: I yelled at her for things that weren’t her fault a few times. I couldn’t understand why the system wasn’t helping me, it felt stupid and confused. Obviously know I know I’m dealing with scumbag pieces of trash that don’t care about themselves? Let alone the law.
I usually start this story after I got hit by the car but I'm going to start this well he was October or November of 2012 I'm going to have to fix this and find a picture I had surgery on my left wrist I had torn ligaments in my surgeon said it looked like Swiss cheese and I couldn't afford to take time off of work so I went back to work and at the time my boss was kind of a crabby **** and he thought he'd be funny and give me a really hard job to do with one arm and I ended up hurting myself because I didn't know I had a genetic skeletal muscle disorder and my hyperthyroidism makes me weak and doctors said that it might affect my joints or I could have an undiagnosed joint disorder. So I was on workers comp at the time that I got hit and I was super worried when police denied me medical attention that that was going to affect my worker's cup, because I've never had anything like that happened to me before.
find surgery and injury dates???
January 16, 2013 I was hit by a car while walking. Video on YouTube. Link to be added
1-17-2013 first court date
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Police report I recieved after going to court 1-17-2013
I was hurting, i was forced to leave the Hospital against doctors orders because I wanted /needed to get my statement notarized before I went to court that morning.
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Notarized Statement I wrote in Emergency Room before court.
Even though you can see it is notarized. I will learn it has been altered in the future
I was hurting, i was forced to leave the Hospital against doctors orders because I wanted /needed to get my statement notarized before I went to court that morning.
1-17-2013
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Sheldon Statement January 2013
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2-28-2013
This day I gave ada Johnston- Sheldon's original statement, a photo
copy of the security guard statement( Walmart kept the original ),
and copy of some receipts from Walmart showing that I indeed went back and video could
be acquired. I also informed ada Johnston that I was on workers comp, and receiving
medical attention and seeing specialists for some undiagnosed physical issues.
.i informed her i wanted those officers reprimanded for not allowing me medical care.
they had no right, no medical degrees to decide that for me and just because
they're pre existing issues, doesn't mean it doesn't feel crippling.
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went back to walmart 2-17-2013
Doctors results. Two months before my trial ada Katherine Johnston was made aware that I had actual physical injuries from that accident and I provided her with paperwork from my doctor's office and here are the copies that I still have
3-5-2013
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went to file complaint
3-7-2013
March 7th I went down to the Springfield Police Department civilian complaint department and filed a complaint I was told that was supposed to be run by civilians but I spoke to a sergeant every time I went there. I already knew my medical results at this point. I handed them a copy of my notarized statement, a copy of Sheldon's statement and a copy of the Walmart security statement. I didn't tell the officers I already got my medical results back, I wanted them to acknowledge it on their on. i signed a medical authorization form and gave those officers the names of my surgeons and primary care Drs.
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3-22-2013 Talked out of a lawyer, I told ADA Katharine Johnston that I was sick, I was hurting and I gave her copies of my medical files, so she knew i had torn rotator cuff and was denied medical attention. and she told me I was going to have to wait around all day long for a court appointed lawyer or I could agree to represent that myself and I could go home right now
i was made to wait around for over hours after i politely told ada kj i was in severe pain,
i was requesting a lawyer. ada kj told me i could be here until close, they didnt
have any lawyers available and i couldnt leave until i was appointed one.
so i told her i no longer wanted one appointed. she downplayed the seriousness of these charges,
she knew i wasn't feeling well and she saw me as someone she could take advantage of.
this isn't proof and alone isn't grounds for a motion for new trail.
but clearly shows i asked for a lawyer and hours later for some unknown reason changed my mind.
look to page 4 ada kj also claims complaining witness has an interest in the case
page 5 Judge beattie clearly tells me to have any witnesses and evidence ready
for the day of my trial. i choose to go to trial anyway
I went to go watch the Boston Marathon my brother was running the race I had wanted to but I felt physically horrible I was barely holding it together and I got some pictures that way I thought were absolutely crazy. When the first bomb went off I thought it was just fireworks that's what it smelled like anyways and we are about 100 feet away I believe when the second bomb went off that's when the panic started we were by Uno's pizzeria so we were able to kind of hide behind a little brick wall and I was able to watch everybody fleeing and panic it was terrifying, the police had no clue what was going on.
It's horrifying but in the first pictures I took I caught one of the bombers with one of the backpack bombs, you can see in the 4th picture the smoke from the first bomb and part of the Uno sign where we were standing
4-15-2013
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Learn from another specialist that I had nerve damage in my right arm from being struck by that vehicle and then handcuffed afterwards
4-22-2013
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Trial day, i was told that judge Hadley said i couldn't have the drivers car insurance info my ada Johnston and Ada Edward Kivari. they said judge Hadley said it whether she had insurance or not didn't matter cause the driver is claiming i attacked her car for no reason. Judge Hadley also claimed that my jury was sent home by accident.
5-1-2013
5-1-2013
i agreed to trial. Ada kj played down the seriousness of my case, she told me judge Hadley
denied me the information i had asked her for. she also told me i had nothing to worry about, i didn't
have any priors and she doesn't know why Kishana cares so much.
judge Hadley told me my jury was sent home by accident, i tried getting audio or a transcript of
this, but i was refused on numerous occasions
crazy to think had i known information was intentionally deleted from my police reports, or
if i had been allowed to get a closer
look at those color photos i didn't know existed until after my trial started.
page 18 Kishana makes comment about color photo and mirror damage. that also shows a red sticker
for safety and she knew about that. but i couldn't see it
page 33 strange look in my eye ( from waiting around in pain and freezing for over a half hour)
page 36 end of page, officer says i seemed unhappy i was (being denied medical attention and) being arrested.
and that i tightened up when cuffed( because of my injuries perhaps)
page 37 admitted talking to two witnesses one was a security guard? and another person who couldn't be
found.
page 37 into 38 officer admits not having any idea why i was in pain, then is clueless as to
the severity of my injuries and openly mocks me with a comment about me being allowed to wash my
hand is his version of medical treatment.
in officer Sheehan's testimony, he totally leaves out what
the Walmart security guard told him about my previous injuries and what i told him
.the security guard statement is verified by police investigators a month or so after my trial, investigators
confirmed i obtained a statement from that security officer and he stated he told them about my injuries.
page 40 not allowed to read my statement. ada Johnston already had a copy, so didn't ask for or want another.
page 43 ADA Johnston claims there isn't any proof damage was sustained,
but i had provided proof to her in the form
of medical documents provided to me by my surgeons. i didn't have
these injuries before this accident, i know this
because i was on workers comp being treated by these drs for months before
encountering the Springfield police department
Page 50 Judge Hadley comments on the-not great quality of the video. he also says he watched it on
a smaller screen, which usually makes things harder to see. i don't understand why he wouldn't enlarge it.
also he states the two computers wouldn't with that video.
page 51 ADA Johnston mocks? my mental state.
page 52 ADA Johnston brings up her assessment of my mental state, then trying to make me out to be a monster
end of 52 ada Johnston takes about restitution being owed and not knowing the amount. they didn't have invoice.
pg 52 how can anyone file charges against me, if you didn't know the price of or
if the window was ever paid for?
page 53 ADA claims Kishana reached out to get the price of the unpaid window. wouldn't Kishana have known if she
paid for it? it was picked up the next day. Kishana also knew she didn't have insurance. so why would she have left
before the insurance was verified, if she knew she didn't have it?
page 54 Judge Hadley clearly says -I'll give the commonwealth ten days to provide any evidence ad here's the kicker-
IF they're seeking restitution. they didn't have to, they didn't have to make a phony receipt and lie about
paying for it.
Judge Hadley also says i was supposed to be provided a copy. continued into 55 now he says statue requires restitution.
page 56 judge Hadley doesn't want me to seek any mental help for my issues- hyperthyroidism. ada Johnston was
trying to push it
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I don't know if anybody noticed at the end of my trial but the district attorney's office it didn't have the receipt that they claimed I owed money for and they magically had no idea what the price was and I didn't pick up on that, I was too sick to notice.
I returned to court 5-10-2013 I wasn't allowed to have a copy of the receipt ada Johnston handed in, i learned the following year that the receipt was fake, she lied about it being paid for to the court.
5-10-2013
line 13 page 3 ADA Johnston says it was her understanding that
your honor just wanted us to provide you with paperwork.
She never provided me anything.
line 19 page 3 I state i haven't seen a copy
lines 22-24 pages 3 ADA lies for whatever reason about the price of
the window and how it was paid for.
line 20-25 page 6- judge Hadley claims that me having the name of her
insurance company is a civil matter. He knows that I can't just call every insurance
company and ask if this girl has insurance with them.
page 7 line 24-25 I told judge Hadley i was unemployed. i was told that was correct by ada Johnston because i was on workers comp.
I'm still not working, but get disability. so I'm technically still unemployed.
page 8 into page 9 I tell judge Hadley about my license getting suspended because of this,
how come i don't qualify for the Kishana Johnston plan of no insurance or reg or valid inspection sticker?
is it because i look like i need help?
page 9 4-11 how come Judge Hadley knows all the laws that can hurt people with invisible illnesses, but
he doesn't have any ideas about ways to help them? judge Hadley knows people can be charged for rubbing
dirty shoes on a car carpet in anger. this law really seems like something designed to attack people in group homes, people that have developmental disabilities or that have been abused. damage can amount to $1. and then peoples lives can be ruined by the commonwealth
after this court date, i hired two lawyers, i was told by both attorney randy milo and attorney eric Applebaum that
they were both denied a copy of that window receipt. i asked multiple times and was told they
weren't able to get a copy because of the information on it.
Eric Applebaum tried to file a claim with Kishana's insurance company,
it was rejected, because she didn't have insurance, but I'll get to that. ADA
Johnston is going to mention me being denied this insurance claim 9 months from now,
on court date- 2-28-2014 page 10
did one of these lawyers tell her they weren't going to help me and was feeding her my information?
what could i have done different?
no one has ever told me who i could turn to, someone that is honest within the court system.
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5-23-2013
Right after my trial I talked to the lawyer services and paid for a lawyer attorney randy Milo, he's also the one that his partner Eric Applebaum. Over the years I've seen Randy Milo and Attorney Johnston very chatty together both in and outside of court.
Find out about those color photos the day of trial and fight to get copies: it never happened. I fought with attorney Randy Milo trying to get these color photos and he filed a motion to withdraw
I finished medical assisting school with high honors and wasn't able to use my education because of the malicious damage to a motor vehicle charge on my record
5-20-2013
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and then I learned that the police had filed a fake report and left off information, so i called fitchet,
This goes all the way back to 1994 when my friend Tammy Lynds went missing. Right now acting Springfield police superintendent is someone i know from my past, Larry Akers was one of my soccer coaches during the period that Tammy went missing in 1994, i believe he was a detective at the time. His son also played on my soccer team. I ran into Akers again in 2013 he looked like he was a patrol officer then, this was while trying to file a complaint against his fellow officers for denying me medical attention. I had asked him about my friend Tammy at this time and he had no answers and I asked him if I was ever really a suspect and he said no and by the way he responded I honestly believed him.
6-5-2013
I got the response to my complain, it's hilarious that
those involved purposely left out 98% of my medical history.
they could've used that information to at least attempt to explain
their unlawful behavior. all my drs first judged me by my looks,
they missed vital information that could've helped me in many ways.
all of my issues are documented, whether i was able to describe them in
a way drs understood is a different matter. i never lied to my drs,
that's why i have all my answers today. Same officer who initially took my report handed me the R5
6-5-2013
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and then i learned driver didn't have insurance
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6-19-2013
I used this piece of evidence every time I went back to court along with every other inconsistency I found the police report missing her insurance and registration information. I brought all of my medical records every time. I was a broken record. You can see by the plaintiff exhibit stamp that the court was well aware of everything that was going on and they chose to ignore it. I went down to the mayor's office and filed a complaint about being denied medical attention and this girl driving illegally and policed aided her
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I paid victim witness fee
7-2-2013
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and then I retuned to Maple st 8-8-2013 to see about filing a new complaint and asked about the girls insurance info, the officer handed me an incomplete R5 document after I asked. the driver was driving with a suspended license at the time. I aquire a complete R5 from a person named Brandon at the registry of motor vehicles on 5-29-2014 and from Massachusetts police 6-13-2014
I also sent emails to channel three news and spoke with a guy downtown Springfield and he said he was going to look into my case and then I never heard from him again and I drove down and channel 22 news in Chicopee I spoke to someone outside their news station and they were supposed to look into things and then I never heard from them again. Gave them copies of all the files I had at the time.
8-8-2013
went down to complaint department asking for registration and insurance info.
discovered officer who provided my report also tampered with it
on 5-29-2014 after talking to Brandon at the registry. Same officer who initially took my report
I reported the complaint officers altering and leaving out medical evidence to the
mayors office, the mayor was even in the office that day. it was just ignored.
shoulder MRI results arrived to dr march 5, I filed complaint on march 7
that means police also lied in my complaint, they state I signed a medical release
and that my xrays didn't show any signed of injury. of course not, the injury was on
my MRI report. even my dr said I had full range of motion and thought I was exaggerating
before the march 5-2013 results came back. Investigators can pick and choose what
information can be left out of reports? this is ridiculous
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Court said evidence was finally logged in, but I was never allowed to have color copies of drivers vehicle.
8-9-2013 notified i had to appear in court for violation.
8-12-2013
I was ordered to show up to court for violating the anger management I was supposed to go to. i hadn't Started yet. Talking to the probation officer Janet Eli. Knew about the girl's lack of car insurance and me being denied medical insurance and being injured. I brought Judge Hadley a copy of the paperwork showing that Kishana did not have insurance that day and he said he needed the district attorney's office there to see it and then he went and had a conversation with Janet Eli in the backroom and I was allowed to leave. The violation was dismissed
8-20-2013
8-20-2013 I had a worker's comp meeting with the Department of industrial accidents this morning before I had to show up in court. I reported what was going on to the insurance company , my workers comp lawyer, to the Department of industrial accidents and they had no idea who to report these types of crimes to. Judge Hadley had that backroom conversation with Janet Eli and I was disgusted I didn't know how this could be allowed. Judge Hadley also said that he could not read this evidence unless Ada was present but he read the evidence and then said that which is pretty stupid but whatever.
9-9-2103
Notice received from CPCS appointment Anna Levine for appeal
9-12-2013
Defendant appearance and council filed by Anna Levine
I ended up needing to have surgery on my torn rotator cough in my right shoulder and then it got infected while I was going to probation that was horrible I wasn't allowed to miss glass so I had to go to the emergency room after class one night
11-7-2013
11-7-2013
I ran into the security guard who originally spoke to me all those months ago
was able to write me a newer statement along with giving me the original
that Walmart still had on file. I gave copies of both of these to ADA
Katharine Johnston
this was a couple weeks before my shoulder got infected
Janet Ely said I couldn't miss my FAKE anger management class,
so i was forced to sit through that worthless nonsense, and then
went to the ER after
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and then on 11-13-2013 Paid 311 for window even thought judge Hadley and the district attorneys office still hadn't given me a copy of the receipt. After surgery I still had to work off my probation fees.
I tried to pay off my probation fees with the Hampton County District courts program but they sent us to Belchertown and had us doing physical labor at the Swift River Sportsman's club, where I'm pretty sure this probation guy lived, we were cleaning brush so that they could pheasant hunt. I believe that was the birds they were shooting. these invasive bushes started growing and they wanted free labor to clean it up.
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and them 1-28-2014 completed anger management what a waste of my life
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and then I was receiving threats and I filed the restraining order against that driver because I was continuing to look into this case and then my case got bumped up from February 20th to the 12th
2-12-2014
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amazing that I was attacked on the same street that someone in my case
lived on but I wouldn't find out about that until sept 4, 2014.
what did police do with the video from the day of my attack?
I talked to the Manager Roger from napa and he confirmed that officers came and picked it up and he was
able to see the black SUV involved in my attack and he confirmed people entering
and exiting that vehicle that was waiting for me up near Boston rd.
I wonder if it also showed someone driving illegally who lived on that street,
just a couple houses away headed to court after my attack?
IT'S A 2 MINUTE WALK from my house TO THIS PERSONS HOUSE, 463FT ACCORDING TO GOOGLE MAPS.
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I'm going to learn that the girl lived on the same street I was attacked on the Little Red Arrow is where I live the Blue Circle with a line is where I was attacked the pink area up the road like 60 feet is where the car was parked and waiting that red little squash rectangle area to the left is where she lives and up above the little red circle with the line is where I had to take the bus to court after I'd gotten stabbed they're slashed whatever the person had a box cutter, the police never looked into it and did anything idiots
and then 2-28-2014 asked judge Hadley for stuff
judge had proof driver was driving illegally(entered in docket) and that meant officers aided and abetting her when they covered it up.
2014-2-28
up until this point i still hadn't received a copy of the window invoice
page 3 i told judge Hadley about ada saying he denied my request. which she
said also included the receipt because it had insurance info on it.
even though judge Hadley stated i was to receive a copy on 3-10-13
page 4 i bring back up the 12-17-2012 cancelled reg and insurance, judge Hadley never
questions it or asks the ADA why Kishana wasn't issued a ticket.
page 6 I bring up the R5 report i received from the detective doing my
investigation against officers denying me medical attention. this officer also
alter the copy before handing it to me, i didn't know at the time, but the sticker
numbers and date confirm her vehicle failed for safety and they knew.
at the end page 6. judge Hadley comments, well, that's whether someone paid for that damage.
this is why i kept trying to get a copy of the receipt, so i could contact the window installer.
clearly judge Hadley states that paying for that window mattered, he said page 55 on 5-1-2013
page 7 told judge Hadley about ombudsman and he still acted indifferent. going into 8 and 9.
Page 10 sounds like the ADA openly mocking me, she brings up the rejected claim, it was rejected because Kishana
was driving illegally according to ma state law. she had the paperwork, is she pretending to not
understand how insurance works.
page 12 THE COURT: So, she wasn’t cited, she wasn’t charged, but
you’re alleging that somehow, the police would’ve - you think -
run her plate or done some --
MR. STEBBINS: I spoke --
THE COURT: -- hold on - done some further research, put
that in a police report, then erased it and that they knew it, it
was in a police report, but it was deleted and not told to you?
That’s your allegation, right?
page 13 first paragraph, ADA Johnston confirms that the registration should be there,
it was suspended and that isn't reflected in my police report.
its also missing the (red) rejection sticker for safety information.
she even claims there's no reason to believe anything would've been deleted
or that any information would've been withheld.
page 14 ADA states how she would be surprised if officers deleted information,
she herself had information questioning my guilt and also forgot about it? and withheld
statements i gave her, hoping no one else would read them. I still hadn't found my altered statement at this point.
second paragraph she isn't correct when she says this report is a full and accurate representation
of what officers view, its hiding the lack of insurance, suspended registration and failed inspection.
Officers would have t be suffering from some sort of mental illness themselves
to miss this information on their screens. because it's in the color photos in the docket.
we'll get to that in
page 19 Judge Hadley clearly remembers(absolutely crystal clearly) what he imagined he saw in that video.
perhaps he forgot his comments about the poor quality of the viewing equipment provided by the commonwealth,
the day of my trial.
I put the videos on Youtube for all to see.
Does judge Hadley remember also saying I was supposed to be provided a copy of the invoice, that he commented
might not have been paid for this very day. page 54-55 5-1-2013
what about 5-10-2013 didn't provide me a copy of that receipt
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and then got call from ombudsman confirming police knew driver didn't have insurance, said i need to contact CJIS
5-19-2014
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and then on may 20th 2014
Here is a copy that someone in the office was able to get me. I wasn’t allowed to go pick this up. I was told I had to wait for the one in the mail. I’m so happy I had someone in the office making copies of things that they thought were illegal
over the phone i was made aware that my file was found and
my judgement was already in the mail. 5-21-2014 received court order, went to stapled and faxed, plus called court to complain about court order not addressing car insurance.
how do files go missing?
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and then judge boyle ignored pleas and wouldn't let me talk about my statement being altered
5-20-2014 I had to pay $500 to get my license back for that woman was allowed to drive illegally and the police never stopped her
5-21-2014
at this point i was upset with judge Hadley when i received this court order,
it was once again deflecting the insurance issue and window receipt.
the fact Kishana didn't pay for her car window and i was constantly refused a copy of that
receipt was the only thing i was focused on. so i tried to see another judge.
if i had forged that court order, why not ask for the window receipt info that i already knew about?
I talked to both Jon gay and Edward kavari about all of this and they ignored me.
i didn't know the receipt had a paid stamp on it either at this point or that the amount had been changed.
all this could've been avoid had someone prevented me from seeing the actual receipts. it
had already been over a year, no one thought to go pay for this window before i was able to acquire a copy?
this is exactly the
behavior i described when i claimed Kishana Johnson's insurance, registration and sticker information
were intentionally deleted from my reports.
when i called CJIS and spoke with whoever, it's noted that i asked not to print the entire order.
i didn't want to involve someone i asked to look into this, after i found out she didn't have insurance
, incase they did look up her information when i called
and asked him about my problem. running an R1 would've shown she had a suspended license from
days after my accident,
if he ran her R5, he would've seen her failed sticker
5-22-2014
5-22-2014
clerk was able to get me a copy of my altered statement. i informed John Gay and ADA
Edward Kavari. nothing was done.
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received cjis papers and a shorter date range was mailed.. this driver was also pulled over march on Slater Ave at one point and that's not reflected here. Her license was suspended when the officer on slater pulled her over and she still had a rejection sticker for safety.
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call from rosemary court 5-22-2014
5-27-2014
Judge Boyle Ignored evidence i provided the court
I'd provided the police report, my unaltered notarized statement and the altered version, the fake receipt I found inside the court docket, the actual receipt I got from the window place, copies of my medical records, and the complaint from the civilian department, copies of this girls lack of insurance. I was dismissed before I could speak.
5-29-2014 learned that driver always drove illegally, never had insurance.
May 29th I talked to Brandon from the registry of motor vehicles and he was able to give me an insurance inspection inquiry, a list of when this woman didn't have insurance over the last couple years, and a correct R5 that shows that the officer from the civilian complaint department did not give me a full R5 when he printed it out for me. The rejection status was missing from the officer's version.
5-29-2014
after a ridiculous amount of effort, i was able to get a registry employee
to help get me legal copies of a registration/title inquiry without a court order.
through this information i was able to confirm that Springfield police officers did in fact delete information
from their reports. An R5 from the MA state troopers shows both police print outs have
been altered by different Springfield police officers at different times for different reasons.
i did this because i felt judge Hadley was trying to withhold information from me, i
wanted to prove how hard it was to obtain information and to prove i wasn't a liar.
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Don’t forget that Brandon told you that driver registration was suspended for both taxes owed to Chicopee and lack of insurance. That’s tax and insurance fraud cause she lived in Springfield a few houses away from me. She lived in colonial estates before that, that’s also in Springfield. Judge Hadley, Ada Johnston and those Springfield police officer aided and abetted her, then conspired to cover it up.
ADA Johnston finds forged court order she was waiting for. even though it was addressed to someone else. she was alerted 6-3-2014
6-3-2014
ADA katharine Johnston
what happened to the original copy of the court order for the video
from Walmart that ADA Johnston had?? She only gave me a copy that i gave to Walmart.
ADA Johnston also had originals of my statement that was notarized
and Sheldon's statement. she only had a copy of the security guard
statement, because he gave me a copy and kept the original at Walmart.
reminder: I was able to obtain the original statement from Walmart security after i
was reminded it existed by the report i got from police
investigating my complaint against officers Thomas Sheehan and Thomas Douglas.
i then went back to Walmart for a copy and he handed it to me.
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6-13-2014
Then I went to the window place to see how this driver paid for our window since she didn't have car insurance, that's when i learned ada Johnston lied about the window being paid for.
The owner of the window shop wasn't gonna give me a copy of the receipt to return to court because he didn't believe anyone was ever going to pay for it, so I paid for it and brought a copy back to court. I never asked the owner how much the receipt was I simply offered to pay for it he said okay and I went by what the court had told me it was and I had previously paid to the court. It wasn't until I got to court that I noticed that the prices were different and that the original unaltered price was $245, less then the 311 claimed. I went back to the window shop and accused the owner of changing the price and he became furious with me and demanded that I leave. I said I was going to call the cops and report what he did. And he said I never asked him what the price was I just said I would pay for it and I ran off and then I came back with a money order. He told my better leave right now and then he prays I get some help. I asked him well why is the price different, and he said he didn't know he said that the $245 was the price that he faxed to the insurance company and that the driver never returned to pay for her window when it came back that she did not have insurance. He said another woman came and asked for a copy of the receipt and said she needed it for court and she never came back and paid for the window either. I'm lucky that guy didn't knock me out he was way bigger than I was and he looked like he was pissed and I was rude and disrespectful and I don't know, I have no excuse for my behavior I was sick at the time so it was my fault i jumped to conclusions without asking him. thankfully I got him to write that statement before I pissed him off. lol
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6-13-2014 after people ignoring me at the courts, i went to the state police and asked for their help. they gave me papers but didn't know what to do or who to contact. They didn't know why the R5 the officer that the complaint department gave me didn't have her rejection sticker information on it. it should have been there.
and then 6-20-2014
2014-6-20
sent conflict of interest, i was told because judge Hadley is friends with members
of Kishana family, they don't want there to appear to be any conflicts of interest.
her cousin works in the clerks office, sister works with the district attorneys
office in some capacity. In the beginning I thought this case was because I caught somebody tampering with my statement. I had no idea it was about a phony court order at first. Seeing that my statement was notarized.
7-9-2014
2014-7-9
when i first learned of this forgery charge, i was super excited.
i thought the courts were going to do something about my altered
notarized statement with the forged electronic signature. When I met my first attorney Nolan he was super excited and thought this case was a slam dunk. At some point, he was forced to step aside because of a conflict of interest, but he told me to file another complaint at the mayors office and a complaint at the US attorneys office at the federal building on State Street and I went down there and I was ignored.
and then KJ got harassment order against me when i learned she lived on my street.
9-9-2014
2014-9-9
Kishana is able to get a harassment order against me.
once i found out she lived up the street, i had contacted the
Springfield police to report her lying about her address and
using a fake address for her insurance and excise tax.
they told me to go f myself. I'm actually really shocked that her insurance company didn't try to file any charges against her that the state didn't try to file any charges against her for tax evasion or insurance fraud. I believe she was also getting assistance at the time so
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9-15-2014
then I nagged my neighbor to write a statement about everything going on that he witnessed.
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and then I went to the courthouse and paid a dollar and got a copy of the check that I mailed to that woman I mean the courts mailed to her and I compared it to the copy the signature on the receipt that I had from the window place and they didn't match 10-1-2014
2014-10-1
i tried once again to report the illegal activity i found going on.
courts denied my attempts at showing what i found.
i also noticed the signatures on the harassment order and those
auto glass receipts were different, so i went to court and paid
for a copy of the check they mailed Kishana, so i could get a better
look at her signature
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and then i was super confident i would win my forgery case, but i felt so sick. I couldn't understand what was wrong with me, I was seeing dr's and therapists and trying to take depression medication, but it made my hyperthyroidism worse.
10-14-2015 tried to kill myself after cutting my arm during a panic attack.
notes to follow
BHN therapy notes need editing then coming
10-24-2014
Tried to make courts aware of altered statement and inappropriate behavior going on. I thought it was this girl because it was her case and I was sick and dumb.
12-23-2014 bay state emergency room and psych ward notes.
Attorneys John Nolan and Elaine Pourinski both agreed that my evidence was
more than enough to clear my name of any wrong doing. attorney Nolan had to excuse himself
because of his friendship with ADA Katherine Johnston and it being a case she was involved in.
Attorney Pourinski even had an investigator corroborate everything I'd said in my previous statements in a 2015 meeting.
he even questioned me as to why i paid for the window, while we were all in her office.
I told them that on 5-19-2014 Edward Kavari told me since the shop manager won't give me copies or write a statement,
about the window( because he was worried he'd never get paid for it), he suggested that i should pay for it,
then no one can argue restitution, because there is none. i also told ADA Kavari about the ombudsman Judy saying
that i can call while in the court room and she'll just tell Judge Hadley himself that Kishana's r5 was accessed
1-16-2013 at 2:49 and she can name the officer, that way i won't break any privacy
laws, even though there's nothing private about it. it's just an officer name a time and a license plate number.
I never got to talk to Mr Kavari after i was able to save enough to pay for the
window, i wasn't able to inform Kavari or ADA Johnston when i returned to court on 6-13-2014 when i was finally
able to afford what i thought was $311.51, that the receipt was also a fake.
the investigator was able to confirm that $245.94 was the amount submitted to the insurance company.
The investigator even confirmed that i went back to the window repair company and annoyed the
manager after discovering the fake receipt and different total. ( at this point i was unaware of the fake court order,
and even when i first received the forgery court date, i thought it was because i found out someone altered my
notarized statement deleting pages and electronically forging my signature. so i kept looking for more evidence to prove
Kishana and the officers were hiding something. i reported my statement being altered to John Gay 5-22-2014, my
file had been missing for some time at this point, i kept trying to get audio of judge Hadley telling
me my jury had been sent home by accident,
so i was regularly calling the court house and asking Paul in the office if he had any luck finding that part of the audio
from the day of my trial or if judge Hadley's ruling had come back on my motion for new trial)
I went down to the court house 6-13-2014 after paying for the window with all the paperwork
the manager gave me and a statement he wrote stating Kishana never returned to pay for the
window and didn't have insurance at the time of the accident.
I tried to talk to ADA Edward Kavari or Katherine Johnston, I wanted to show
someone in the ADA's office what i had found, but they both unavailable.
this time while i was there, I was able to obtain a photo of the original receipt, someone in the office finally
let me see physically the receipt on the counter ( instead of just telling me about it as had been the case for a year),
but they still didn't feel safe giving me a physical copy.
In the photo you can see the fake receipt has a red paid for stamp and a date. at this point i know everyone at the court house heard
me run my mouth as to what i had discovered. so of course i
wanted to know why the amount on the receipt the auto glass guy gave me and the one that ADA Katherine presented to
Judge Hadley was different than the one i had just paid for.
so I went back the net day because the manager wasn't in the shop when i drove by.
Needless to say, i probably didn't sound very polite when i asked why he gave Kishana a paid for receipt
if she didn't pay for it, i wanted to know why he increased the amount of her receipt and . I'm pretty sure
this is where i wore out my welcome. the Auto glass guy said he never gave me a price, i only asked if she
paid for it and if i could pay for it and then ran off after i paid for it before he could say anything.
he told me he already deposited it and aske me to leave. i tried to get him to write another statement and
he kindly told me he was a religious man and thought i needed to let this go. that was the last i spoke with him
The investigator even confirmed no one went back to the window company to ask about or pay for the window
after i reported it down at the court house.
i believe those superior court judges, their prosecutor and my appointment attorney Elaine Pourinski
showed depraved indifference to my plight.
they all took advantage of the fact that i was in and out of the hospital for multiple suicide attempts.
My health took a turn for the worst the end of sept 2015, i started to grow breasts from the medication i was given
by drs, i still hadn't been diagnosed with hyperthyroidism at this point. i was taking medication for issues i was
misdiagnosed with, then i spent time in the psych ward for a suicide attempt from cutting myself.
during this rough time my attorney Elaine Pourinski said the prosecutor made an offer of a cwof and that if i accept
this, my previous guilty finding would be changed to a cwof as well and since it was over a year, would
automatically be off my record. but i had to agree not to present the window receipt against Kishana
and not to pursue any civil actions against any officers involved. i agreed due to my health issues.
December 2015 i again suffered some sort of nervous breakdown for no reason and attempted suicide again by swallowing
hundred upon hundreds of all the depression/bipolar medication i was prescribed. i have very little memory of
my time in the psych ward this time, next thing i remember it's Christmas eve and I'm no longer in the psych ward.
12 days later Jan 5-2016 rolls around and the judge doesn't agree to the terms of the cwof.
i still wanted to fight the charge and was still willing, then Jan 19-2016 i suffer another
mental break down for no apparent reason. i can recall putting a bed against the door and then trying
to strangle myself with a sheet wrapped twisted around my neck as tight as i could
get it, i leave the psych ward Jan 25-2016, i had another meeting with my
attorney elaine Pourinski before my trial date of Feb. 5-2016 11 days later. before this meeting, in the hallway
outside her office in Northampton, an older white male placed a hammerless revolver to my forehead, he took the file that I had brought with me and warned me
not to move forward with my evidence. I was told to plead guilty.
I informed my attorney after the incident and she said there was nothing she could do to help me, i was
still stubborn and wanted to fight the charges and she kept telling me how afraid she was not
just for herself and her family, but for my safety and my families.
I can't remember where I talked about this but the only papers I haven't been able to recover are the police report that I got from my buddy Joe that shows the type of information that was deleted off of mine report because he was also involved with an uninsured illegal driver. And I don't have copies of the complaint reports I filed Springfield Mayor Sarno's office
i didn't want to plead guilty, i was made to feel i had to plead guilty, that i didn't have a
choice. i was told by my attorney the first judge knew about the fake receipt Kishana supposedly
produced and about the police tampering with their reports,
which the state police also proved for me. i felt so sick and didn't have anything in me after this last psych
ward stay, less than 2 weeks earlier and with the thought of having that gun to my head so fresh in my sick mind.
i plead guilty.
come to find out, i had undiagnosed hyperthyroidism all my life. blood test from Jan 2016 -march 2016 can confirm
even when i tried to kill myself back in 2005 can be tied to
an episode of severe reaction to hyperthyroidism and a past blood test that was over looked proves it.
since i was on workers comp at the time of the accident and
for a short time after my first trial 2013,
i was able to get a closed period disability payment for the time that i called to sign up for, this was right after i got
off of workers comp.
then i discovered the reason for officers Sheehan's comment about my tightening up while being arrested,
after being forced to stand around for over half hour in the cold with improper attire.
turns out i have a untreatable, incurable genetic skeletal muscle disorder, not only was i right about having a problem,
it was even worse than i could've imagined.
i tried to keep working after that, but kept needing surgeries and couldn't take time off, i had to work with casts on.
i got sick physically from all of that and filed for permanent disability and wasn't even allowed to complain about all my issues and they
cold kill me, before the judge stopped me and told me not to worry about it and i would be getting permanent disability.
I don't have the court transcripts yet from when I was coerced in pleading guilty in Superior Court in Hamden County, but i I didn't say what I was supposed to I told them I didn't remember forging that document because I'd never forged it and I told them that I'd wanted it to prove that Springfield police denied me medical attention even though I didn't need it I had far more evidence against them.
After I spoke to the girl in probation in Springfield that was desperate find something to help me expose what was going on, but she couldn't help me at all. I moved in with my father again in West Warren in his duplex and I was transferred to Worcester for probation for the rest that time.
Worcester therapist 2-29-2016
Even though that court appointed therapist did not document when I told him I was coerced into pleading guilty. He did note that my neighbor saw someone walk up the street from that girl's house in place that court order in my mailbox. He used to work 3rd shift so he was up at different hours and home at different hours. I told the second court therapist up the street from the courthouse these same stories because I went there for multiple visits I have not been able to get those notes yet but this therapist was completely worthless as well and had no idea who to report these types of crimes to and I was totally left on my own to deal with it and suffer the consequences of trying to stand up for what is right
Worcester county District court therapist notes
https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/06/2016-worcester-county-therapist-notes.html
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3-17-2023
I'm excited to face Judge Hadley again I think he's one of the most pathetic, worthless pieces of trash that Massachusetts could have ever picked for a judge. I feel blessed that I met him. Honestly I didn't think that he would ever face me again anyway, he's such a coward. It's kind of hard to face somebody when they've caught you bold faced lying and acting so stupid that you can't even pretend that you're not completely stupid.
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